Resolutions.

Everytime I hear the word "Resolution" I think of Aaliyah's[RIP] song "I Need A Resolution" in fact i'm listening to it now. Well I wanted to post a blog about my resolutions this year. There are three main resolutions that I have. That are different from the usual 'lose weight' and 'blog more' and etc. The first one is that I want to be more organized. I always get what I need done and it's fine but I'm kind of a messy person. So I would love to attempt to be more organized. Secondly, I want to fix something that I have been struggling for a while. I put guards up because I have this preconceived notion about how people are going to act. Which means I'm judging people. I usually say that I don't judge people but i do, not in the way that most people do but in my own little wacked out way. But that's off the subject. My second resolution is to open up more in front of people, friends and strangers alike. No more 'i don't want to go, i don't know anyone there'. Finally, the last big resolution is a spin-off of the second one. In the last year I changed a lot. I turned into a rude, arrogant, mean asshole. I didn't really see it happening but when I realized it had, I just laughed it off. it needs to stop. So with that said My second resolution is to be, don't judge me for this and hear me out, more like Lauren Conrad. What I mean when I say that is that I would like to be positive about everything, be able to shrug the haters off, and I would like to be like I used to be, as in, popular and an amazing friend. I want people to want to be my friend. But also be able to keep my current friends because i know i have treated the best of friends bad. ie Even as recent as what happened on new years eve is now a Dave of the past. I will no longer be rude to my friends on purpose and for no reason. so thats it. i hope i can acheive my goals. <3 davey