After the storm...

So this weekend was a blast. it didn't really start out that way though. i had to work friday and then i don't remember what i did. Most of saturday was spent at home and preparing for danny's party. once we got there a lot of things made me depressed. i don't even know what they were anymore but i moped around not drinking for about an hour. then some random people showed up and i went all black and was like 'these bitches are not getting drunk at this party without me' so i drank. and they drank, and we drank. everyone was shmasted by the end of the night. i still drove home not aware of how drunk I actually was until i had already started driving. i made it home safe though [thanks God] Then on sunday, with about 4ish hours of sleep I had a meeting at work at 8am lol. needless to say it was obvious what i had done the night before. i went home from that and slept forever. joe lost his glasses. maria found them. then we went and prepared for Carlos' "surprise" birthday party. he knew. lol. but yeah we hung out there with brit's fam and carlos' fam. then we left and talked outside of the restaurant for like 30 minutes. maria did her model walk. some random car honked that was walking by it was fun. Michael and Alex came too. THAT was fun. i hardley get to see them anymore anyways. yeah. -davey.

Hello, my name is David.

I don't know why i'm writing about you again. It's not like you care. I don't even know who you are anymore. Right now, I want to be there for you when you realize what you're doing but I'm not sure that I will be. I'm probably being overdramatic but it's only because I let you in. I let you see the real me. I told you things that i have NEVER told ANYONE. I don't know why I even care. I'm not the type of person to have these feelings. I wish i could just say FUCK IT and forget about you but i can't. The funny thing is that most of the people that would feel like this or write a blog like i have would be writing it about a boy/girlfriend but i'm writing it about YOU. my "best friend" -Davey

Breakdown.

uggh. i've been working so much. and when i don't work i'm at school all day. but! today and tomorrow are my 1st days offf in forever no work no school orgasm? mhmm.

Unwritten

You're my audrina. At least, you were We were so close. We hung out every day. We were the same. I talked to you about your justin bobby. We went on our runs together. Now it's "i'm so busy" and "I hardly get out anymore". How do you manage to make time for him? The one you replaced me with? We don't even talk anymore. The last time you called me was for a business reason. The two times before that we the same. I'm fine by the way. Not that you even asked. I've got Roscoe. What did I do wrong? -davey.