Merry Christmas.

wow. 1 year. I remember I posted about christmas last year and then i was on here for TMC and now I'm posting. cause I haven't posted in a month! <3 davey.

After the storm...

So this weekend was a blast. it didn't really start out that way though. i had to work friday and then i don't remember what i did. Most of saturday was spent at home and preparing for danny's party. once we got there a lot of things made me depressed. i don't even know what they were anymore but i moped around not drinking for about an hour. then some random people showed up and i went all black and was like 'these bitches are not getting drunk at this party without me' so i drank. and they drank, and we drank. everyone was shmasted by the end of the night. i still drove home not aware of how drunk I actually was until i had already started driving. i made it home safe though [thanks God] Then on sunday, with about 4ish hours of sleep I had a meeting at work at 8am lol. needless to say it was obvious what i had done the night before. i went home from that and slept forever. joe lost his glasses. maria found them. then we went and prepared for Carlos' "surprise" birthday party. he knew. lol. but yeah we hung out there with brit's fam and carlos' fam. then we left and talked outside of the restaurant for like 30 minutes. maria did her model walk. some random car honked that was walking by it was fun. Michael and Alex came too. THAT was fun. i hardley get to see them anymore anyways. yeah. -davey.

Hello, my name is David.

I don't know why i'm writing about you again. It's not like you care. I don't even know who you are anymore. Right now, I want to be there for you when you realize what you're doing but I'm not sure that I will be. I'm probably being overdramatic but it's only because I let you in. I let you see the real me. I told you things that i have NEVER told ANYONE. I don't know why I even care. I'm not the type of person to have these feelings. I wish i could just say FUCK IT and forget about you but i can't. The funny thing is that most of the people that would feel like this or write a blog like i have would be writing it about a boy/girlfriend but i'm writing it about YOU. my "best friend" -Davey

Breakdown.

uggh. i've been working so much. and when i don't work i'm at school all day. but! today and tomorrow are my 1st days offf in forever no work no school orgasm? mhmm.

Unwritten

You're my audrina. At least, you were We were so close. We hung out every day. We were the same. I talked to you about your justin bobby. We went on our runs together. Now it's "i'm so busy" and "I hardly get out anymore". How do you manage to make time for him? The one you replaced me with? We don't even talk anymore. The last time you called me was for a business reason. The two times before that we the same. I'm fine by the way. Not that you even asked. I've got Roscoe. What did I do wrong? -davey.

HSM3

hsm3 made me so happy. If only high school was really like that. But I loved it. I'll porbably end up wachimg it a couple more times before it leaves the theatre

Hydroplane

Yupp. I hit another car. Damn rain. Uggh. I'm just glad I didn't do any damage to the guys car at all. My car however. Uggh -davey

Surreal Life.

The past year and a couple months have been so surreal. It's like I'm not even myself sometimes. I do things I would never do. Some are good. Some are bad. I know everybody changes. but this diesn't seem right I hate having to work so much while i'm trying to go to school I hardly have time to study The only time I have is my nights that are full of insomnianess. and then I don't feel like studying so I youtube and stuff. uggh life, why? -davey

Confessions.

this is a private blog from myspace.

a collection of confessions i have posted.

maybe a video idea? idk.

they need to be edited.

So these are my confessions.I took the idea from JOSH.

Confession 1:

I don't believe in true love. I just dont. I'm not talking about friendship love, i'm talking about LOVING THE PERSON WHO I WILL BE WITH FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, LOVE. It never works out. I've seen the BEST couples, shatter under pressure. Don't get me wrong. I've had strong feelings for the people that i have been with but i'm not convinced that it was love.

Confession 2:

yea i'm bi, but i dont think i can ever be in a relatioship with a guy. I still haven't had a boyfriend. but even so, My heart wants to but with the faith that i grew up with, there's always something in the back of my head telling me that i'm not supposed to be with another man.

Confession 3:.

not a real confession. unless you don't know me well but i love to dance. I may not be good at it but it's my true passion. I could write about this forever. I wish that i could major in dance. But i'm no good. Cause i can't dance. and i'm too fat to be a dancer. When i tell people that i love to dance they automatically think i mean club type dancing [which i do like] but it's not. I'm talking about real dancing. Ballet, Jazz, Lyrical, Tap, Clogging, Hip-Hop and such. My dream is to one day work for a dance company.

Confession 4:

I'm terrified of doctors. Most of my friends know of my fear but they do not know how intense it is. When i have to go to the doctor, i want to die. I had surgery once before. I stayed asleep 45 minutes longer than i was supposed to and i started having convulsions and they had to pad my bed. Everytime i go to the doctor i am told that something else is wrong with me. I can't explain my fear. It's VERY intense. believe me DON'T JUDGE ME!I ♥ U Confession 5:

i dont know what i amSCENE?EMO?PREP?anything like thati think i fall in all of those categories.in the scence of appearance.i'm preppyin attitudei'm emo.so WTF?Labels really do SUCK!

confession 6:

i can't tell anyone when i'm mad at them.i just can'ti cant make myself tell someone that they pissed me off somehow.you might be able to tell but for the most part, you can't even tell.So i'm pissed at someone and they don't know, and nothing gets solved.the problem remains unsolved.[davey.]

CONFESSION 7:

i'm afraid to fall inlove. i know that i say that i don't believe in love but the truth is, i'm afraid. i dont want to get hurt. i know its a part of life but i wish it just wouldn't happen to me. the truth is, i fall for people VERY easily, i just don't let them know. It might hurt to supress it but not as much as having my heart ripped from inside me. i would love to spend forever in someones arms...but i'm afraid.

Confession 8:

i know that the whole world does NOT revolve around me.but sometimes i like to pretend that it does.i know that there is a lot of people that go through worse thingsthan i am going through. like cancer and stuff.but i still feel like, "why did this have to happen to ME"i know a tumor is not a big deal but it is to mecause i'm scared of surgery.i would rather die, and trust me, i've tried convincing my mom.it doesn't work =..i konw many of the people who read my blogs have also read my page.all those fears.geniuine.and most of them came up within the last year.i do not know why.i noticed many of them had to do with tust and insecurity.there's something psychologically wrong with me.

Confession 9

i know what i want to do. but i'm afraid to do it. i know that i can't make everything right but i feel that i have to make everyone happy. even if i'm not happy. i want to go to UTT but my parents don't really want me to. they'll let me go but i don't want to disappoint them. Confession 10

okay. i want to be a doctor. i've never told anyone and i never believed in myself to be able to be one but now i'm going for my dream. it's what i've wanted to do ever since i was little. doctors saved both of my brothers lives i'm the only one that did not have birth complications. Thanks to doctors i have two brothers. And thanks do doctors i'm still alive. the tumor could have killed me. I now believe in myself and feel that i can accomplish anything that i want to. those were old. that's it. i'm gonna type new ones later.

Confession 11 I take pictures that make me look good. look skinny. and i still look fat. Confession 12

the reason that i'm so excited about being an uncle is because in my heart, deep down inside i know that i'll never have children. Confession 13

i didn't have a bad childhood but i didn't have some of the things that i wish i had. Which is why i still love going to the toy department and why i'm still a disney kid. Confession 14

i love my mother. she is the most important person to me. which is why i know i will never come out to her because i know it will kill her.

Confession 15

I have more online friends than real friends. and I like them better.

Confession 16

I don't think i've ever felt true love. it's something that I would like to experience.

It's Better To Have Loved and Lost than to Have Never Loved At All.

THE WORST WEEK EVAR. Pt. 2

So last week I had the worst week ever.

Fuck Karma. My friends kind of laughed at me

But some of it was funny, like the flat tireS.

But yeah, Karma got them. Every single one of them.

Part 2 of the worst week ever is the opposite of Part 1.

Last week MY life sucked, this week my FRIENDS lives suck.

One found out that his house was getting sold because his parents couldn't afford it.

Another one got two speeding tickets in three days.

Another has bronchitis.

An in recent events another ended her relationship with her boyfriend of two years.

seriously.

worst weeks EVAR.

uggh.

-davey.

Worst week EVAR.

This has seriously been the worst week ever.

It started last wednesday.

I was at school doin my thang.

and on Wednesdays I have a 3hour break in between my last day class and my night class

so i decided to go to the store cause I wanted to buy and iPod touch.

Well I park and stuff and they ended up not having any so then I decided to go to Best Buy.

I was about to pull out of the parking lot when I could feel my car shaking.

I parked so I could check what it was, only to find out that I had a flat.

I was so mad. I tried to call my dad when my battery starting dying.

I barely got a hold of my sister before it died.

 So I had her take me back to school since there was no point in missing class.

My dad had my tire fixed by the time I got out of class.

Okay so fast forward from wednesday to monday night.

I was going to George's house and Joe was like, 'i'm parked behind you just take my car'

so i did.

and then a locked his keys in his car.

Locksmith was $50.

ugggh.

and THEN.

I wake up for work today and pull out of the driveway and i felt it again

another fucking flat.

life, are you kidding me?

ugggggggh

-davey.

ipod touch apps

i went a little crazy.

but at least they were free.

lol

oh and i randomly came across this one. lol awwh

In the library.

Is it me or does it seem like I'm always in the library? Well, it's because one of my classes is in the library. Anyways. I was walking to the classroom and passed 3 people on youtube. They were looking at stupid stuff but it was still youtube. lol. it was cool. so i sat down at a computer to write about it. shit. my professor just walked by. gotta get to class. -davey

The Secrets In The Telling.

These are some of the secrets that I've received since last night.

"I love her, but i don't know how to tell her its over for me"

"I have an undying urge to do crank"

"I send dirty picture texts to my ex. He wants me too because he likes my body better than his girlfriend's. I do it cuz i like the thrill and I don't like her."

"I talked my brother out of killing himself. Now I wish I hadn't. Someone can only suffer so long"

"I envy people who have something greater than mankind to believe in"

"I'm afraid to have kids because I don't think I can love them as much as I love my cats"

"I want to be gay. I don't want to like guys, but i do. I want to be loved my a girl"

"I want a girl to break my heart badly so I can be knocked from the throne of bullshit i sit on"

"I hate most Christians but who am I to judge? I'm a Christian, too"

awesome huh?

that's what I have for now.

Lindsey and Samantha confirm relationship.

So I was just checking perezhilton like I always do and read the headline that made me loose my breath.

"They're OUT Lohan Confirms Lesbian Relationship!"

I'm so glad they finally did.

yay for them.

it's not like we didn't know lol.

but it's awesome that they did it.

-davey.

Text Your Secrets To A Stranger.

I was on postsecret.com and decided to check out the postsecret myspace.

That's when I started reading the blogs on there.

The first one was titled "Text You Secrets To A Stranger" and was about that. Users left their numbers in the comments section of that blog and were encouraged to send their secrets to strangers.

would you dare do that?

i did.

it was liberating.

it was something i have never told anyone.

thanks postsecret.

-davey

judgy judgy.

so i fucking hate it.

there's this thing that i really hate

i may be wrong but i am positive i'm not.

i hate it when you know that people are talking about you

and when you know what they're talking about you.

well not talking.

but you know

the stare and you and then the stare at someone else.

the you know what i'm talking about by looking at him look.

i can't believe this.

i'm not gonna say it.

but shit.

really?

i can't believe it.

uggh.

you're fucking wrong you fucking ignorant idiot.

that's not why i did what i did

i don't feel that way.

i may have once but i don't anymore.

fuck.

that's why i hate this shit.

mofucking shittttt

I'm Back.

Okay So, officially, i'm back to BLOGGER.

yay?

i hope so.

lol.

no one reads this anyways.

but hopefully i will write more.

that's it for now.

-davey

Where'd You Go?

I've been at tumblr.

but i like having gadgets, so i'm back.

to read what i wrote before...

itsdavey.tumblr.com

Let's Dance

Okay, so its been over two weeks since jayden was born. he's doing goood. life is back on a routine. school. work. friends. sleep. I shouldn't complain but i miss the randomness that i used to have. I did have some random moments this weekend. Keiran came to town on saturday so we could go watch the Hannah Montana 3D movie. it was amazing. Then that night george, eric, and I went to tyler to visit keiran and then we went to the club. it was fun. it's been a while since i've been. it was fun though. we were VIP and shittt. pics later. <3

Dance till your feet don't touch the floor.

Uncle Davey.

So a couple of cool things have happened recently. On wednesday night i became an uncle. Little Jayden Gabriel Perez was born at 11:13pm. I'm so excited about being an uncle and I can't wait to see him grow up.

Other than that I finished my first week back at school. It was pretty much amazing because i missed school so much. So on wednesday I went to Intro to Theatre and there was only 2 guys in there so that was great. lol. the professor was pretty cool. after that I had Speech Communications and then Lifespan at night. it was an alright day. On thursday i had dosage calc again and there was another guy in there so i'm not the only one anymore. tiiiight.

Then that afternoon i had my first dance class. it was pretty cool but we didn't do anything. she just read us her syllabus and showed us the postitions and then we left. I was kinda hoping we would do more the first class day. oh well. next week will be better i hope. oh yeah. i was the only guy in that class. lol. go figure.

i worked the rest of the weekend and damn am i tired.

i was so tired afterwatching cloverfield last night that i fell asleep in boxers and a hoodie.

life is a dragg.

xDave.

so i just finished my first day back at school. it was weird. Dosage Calculations is what I'm in. I was the only guy cause ofcourse only girls are in the nursing program. We had to say out name and something unique about ourselves. As I was waiting for my turn i figured that i would say..."I'm David Perez, and my interesting fact is that I hated hospitals, doctors, and nurses until the second time i had my tumor." and then my brilliant professor was like "want to know another interesting fact about yourself? you're going to be the only male in this class." duuh. i just didn't want to sound cocky or like a jerk. like "yeah, i'm the only guy in here!" or something. but w/e. i still don't have my school books cause i'm broke but i get paid on wednesday but i'll still be broke. lol. but I have Lifespan, Speech, and some other class tomorrow.

bah.

Dave.

update.

everything is going so slow.
i'm back in school.

Hair Be Gone

I got a hair cut. it's been forever since my hair has been short. idk if i like it yet. The new year is still going great. I slipped up on my resolutions once. I had chicken. It was an honest mistake so i'm continuing to be vegetarian.

A Happy New Year.

new years kiss, just a friend.

So far the new year is going great.
I was with my friends when the new year started and on the phone with my mom. i loved it.


then i read Backseat Goodbyes blog and he's sign with a releasing company that's gonna release his albums nation and maybe worldwide. it's amazing. i'm so excited.