Danny's Birthday

today is danny's birthday. we had a thing for him watched movies drank. Sunday nights need to start back up. i miss it. <3

BrownChickenBrownCow

ugh. I totally stepped on something. Now my foot hurts. Shit. Not Happy About that. I feel like i've been blogging a little better but they're all short. like this one will be. I'm also pissed about stuff that has being ggoing on lately but i'm not gonna talk about it for several reasons. ANYWAYS. gots to go to work. <3 davey

Meant to be.

Have you ever had anything feel so meant to be that you don't think anything could prevent it from hapening. I have a friend who is engaged and as of today she has won a Honeymoon vacation and a 3/4 karrat $2500 necklace in random raffles she's entered. isn't that amazing? <3 davey

Nightmare.

wow. so yesterday I watched the VlogCandy videos from this week and in it, they were talking about their nightmares. Guess what? I had a nightmare last night. I always forget my nightmares so I wanted to write it down before I did. Okay. see. i'm already forgetting. it involves a girl who gets away from comitting a crime that affected my older brother Jesus. Well, we wanted to put her in jail so I talked to the girl and flirted with her and that same night was my prom. I convinced her to go with me and told my oldest brother. He called the police and set everything up cause he said that the police had to see what she was doing[which i don't remember what the crime was]. Well I get to the prom with my other brother Joseph and we wait for her. She never shows up and instead my brother joseph and I end up in jail. But we're like in a zoo/jail. cause i remember lots of animals. and like ferret/otter things and stuff. but anyways while we were in jail we were hoping the situation was getting much better. Then Joseph got some letters in the mail but wouldn't let me read them. Then finally when we were arguing about something he let it out that the cop wasn't trying to get us out. He let me read the letter and it said that he was sorry but he would no longer be following the case. He had gotten paid off. The end of the dream was me missing everthing and wanting to be with my puppy roscoe. idk. crazy huh?

Just by Chance...

In an attempt to help myself acheive my resolutions goals I went to a party this weekend. The old Davey would not have wanted to go because A. I didn't know anyone there and B. I was tired Well, it turned out to be a pretty cool party. I hung out with the girlies most of the time. Maria was with the boys most of the time. It's what happens. It wasn't amazing. But I survived. I didn't regret going, even at 6am when Maria was dropping us off. But the reason I wanted to blog about this was because of what happened before the party. I went to walmart in Marias car before the party and she had left her perfume in the car. I just happened to look down. Once I saw the familiar bottle of Chanels 'Chance' I picked it up and smelled the end of the little sprayer dealy. In an instant, hundreds of memories flooded my thoughts. I almost wanted to cry. The old dave. Memories. I cant even try to name a few. but it just made me want to work harder for a better me. <3 davey

Resolutions.

Everytime I hear the word "Resolution" I think of Aaliyah's[RIP] song "I Need A Resolution" in fact i'm listening to it now. Well I wanted to post a blog about my resolutions this year. There are three main resolutions that I have. That are different from the usual 'lose weight' and 'blog more' and etc. The first one is that I want to be more organized. I always get what I need done and it's fine but I'm kind of a messy person. So I would love to attempt to be more organized. Secondly, I want to fix something that I have been struggling for a while. I put guards up because I have this preconceived notion about how people are going to act. Which means I'm judging people. I usually say that I don't judge people but i do, not in the way that most people do but in my own little wacked out way. But that's off the subject. My second resolution is to open up more in front of people, friends and strangers alike. No more 'i don't want to go, i don't know anyone there'. Finally, the last big resolution is a spin-off of the second one. In the last year I changed a lot. I turned into a rude, arrogant, mean asshole. I didn't really see it happening but when I realized it had, I just laughed it off. it needs to stop. So with that said My second resolution is to be, don't judge me for this and hear me out, more like Lauren Conrad. What I mean when I say that is that I would like to be positive about everything, be able to shrug the haters off, and I would like to be like I used to be, as in, popular and an amazing friend. I want people to want to be my friend. But also be able to keep my current friends because i know i have treated the best of friends bad. ie Even as recent as what happened on new years eve is now a Dave of the past. I will no longer be rude to my friends on purpose and for no reason. so thats it. i hope i can acheive my goals. <3 davey